Clasps?

I yawn...

Dismissing it as a natural process , there is nothing i can do about it

nothing i can keep quiet about,except quietly let the slow slumber take over my oh-no-what-should-i-be thoughts .

Prancing around isn't what i call ''gay", but doing it pointlessly is what matters to me the most .

Its exploratory.

And even when you think about the finite consequences (maybe violent..) you tend to drift towards it more.

There are great sayings by great people

Who Cares

?

'THHhey Say'

Its so amazing that we tend to believe things which are so not in front of our eyes, not said by anyone known..

anyone close..

because we, as in me , are thriving on going nuts .

.

There is this friend of mine who just had an operation and a break up

In his eagerness to be 'normal' he threw a party and we ( i ), trudged along like lost sheep in search of salvation !(cliched)

There he was again

with his head shaved like a scarecrow and his legs shivering to stand .

He was a wannabe handicapped nut , shaking his head, and mind you , just his head, this way and that and then again repeating the oscillating motion

yeah right

talk about screwing up !

and yet again the noise of the music continued

'stairway to heaven'

??

"take me up" PLEASE (zeppelin's DEAF )

A bunch of girls looking like they 're about to slaughter me with one hand and lick me with another gives me a reason to get up ,flaunt my skirt and then with the nod of my head go and sit right next to that operated dope heads mom .

Nice Strategy

catch the easy bait

'way to go Maggi ' my brother shouts from one end trying to light his fag and whistle at the same time.

There is too much hatred in me right now>.

But suddenly the weather shifts and i compose myself with the sweet crisps of breathtaking droplets falling on my face,the coolest breeze makes me trance around like a dread.

I let it become dreadful..Leave my place and slowly Skip around to the nearest outlet overlooking the expanse

i find it , snuggle into it and just Wonder at the amazement i worship .

Its answer less

No need of dressing up , no reason to prepare

No partner

just a defenseless girl sitting and seeing

anything more .

nuts

There is a guy on the other end trying to peep a t me with his capsuled mocking eyes

he is teasing me

god knows for what?

i turn back again and there he is with his left hand on my leg

i shift my thigh and the consequence is really sweet

his hand hits a cupboard and the vase( A steel one! ) shakes

twirls

swirls

and falls

much like a ballet performance going kerplunk!

it hits my head

And rest was my destiny mis(re)placed with a beep

no shock,No wonder

just a pluk !

god damn it why couldn't i feel it

"do'NUT' worry ''

they re the only things which do not make sense to me .

and then girl-thing happens , tears stream out with a pain and the story ends with no prince -turns -frog thing

just me

seeing starry NUTS!